When you go through loss...
One moment you can have everything you think you need and it brings joy to you and your life. Then out of nowhere it disappears and you get filled with confusion and anxiety. I remember someone close to me said " no one is coming to save you." Even now that is ringing in my head how real that is. I understanding that loving yourself is top priority, but you still get left with "dang what happened?" When it all falls apart. We're not perfect but we out here trying our best against a world where it's battle of the sexes, people love being petty and self is the utmost important thing and not thinking about others. Sad to say that we have to adjust and hope we find what we are looking for. When love is absent from others love yourself 1000.
